To my future man

 At this time January 05, 2025 1:08 am at midnight I am writing this for you, even though I never know who you are yet. I want you to know that, I am healing myself first because when I fell in love, I want to really feel it deep in my bones. I am quiet "demanding" (maybe? ) when it comes to personality, I believe I'm only raising my standards, because I want to better my life and experiences in this beautiful world. 

Okay I'll tell you first, about myself. My love language is physical touch, hugs and kisses I really wanted to feel that you are with me and I am with you. I'm simple I want your time to invest in me, I want us stay truly connected. Don't get me wrong, of course you have your own life, your career, but I believe we should both invest our time with each other and that is non-negotiable. I am very supportive girlfriend/wife, whatever dreams you have let's work on it, the way I'm working on mine right now. 

OMGggg... I am excited to talk about this too, these are the things I love; I super duper love to receive flowers, roses, sunflower, tulips, etc. I love them, this really makes my heart smile. I love to go on a date a dinner or something really romantic ambiance of a place with you. I'm kinda adventurous type of woman too, I want to try to go on a mountain hike, waterfalls, beach etc. I love nature. Hmm... my day to day habits are reading, journalizing, playing chess, exercising, doing chores etc. HAHAHAHA  might as well share those. I almost forgot, I love letters, love letter I would love to read them.

Perhaps it's fair enough to share my thoughts with regards to my ideal man, okie? My ideal man, is a masculine, provider, loving, faithful, God-fearing, hard working, respectful, has sense of humor etc. I'll still add good qualities. Actually I am not into a man that smokes a cigar, addict, alcoholic, because I care about the state of your health and my health too. I believe there's always room to improve and remove those self destructing habits. 

I'll add the acts of service to my love language, because I would love to cook your favorite food, tho I don't know how yet, (I don't even cook hahahaha.) I want to make a better life with you. 

Someone says, I kept asking God to prepare the right man for me, to have the right man. But, I didn't realize that God made "Eve for Adam", not "Adam for Eve" God is preparing me as woman, for you, my husband. Someday, I know I would feel it, I have it in my heart, I have you. I am willing to wait until God will grant me to you. 

My heart is grateful, I am ending this written b
log at 1:48 am in the midnight. Goodnight My Love.